Movies I am excited to see 2010

I love movies. Going to the movies, eating some nice popcorn is such an amazing thing. Everything looks so much more impressive on big screen, which is awesome for movies like 2012. But I also enjoy staying at home, cooking some nice dinner and sitting down in front of the TV, relaxing and enjoying the evening like this.

In 2010 some cool movies are released. Here are some I am most expecting this year, at least the ones I already know about.

First there is “Alice in Wonderland“. I love Tim Burton and his movies. Every single one is special and I just love the fact that Helena Bonham Carter is in every one. It is such a cute thing. I also adore Johnny Depp, he is great in all his other movies. And this one fits him perfectly. I haven’t seen a lot of this movie, but it lookes strange and different and a little absurd, which is awesome. I am really looking forward to it.

Another one is “The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus“, which is not released over here-.- I just hate it how long we have to wait in Germany for the movies to come out, it sucks big time. But oh well, at least I can look forward to it the next week, when it comes out The cast is so perfect!! First Heath Ledger On the one hand it is so weird to see him on screen. I liked him so very much and it was one of the saddest days when he passed away….. Can’t say a lot about it, just so sad… On the other hand it is nice to see him once more in a new movie, nothing we have seen from him before. Again Johnny Depp, which will rock in this movie as well, cause it is the kind of same strange picture as Alice in Wonderland. Then there is Jude Law, who is sooo beautiful – I loved him in “The Holiday”.

Of course “Eclipse” will come out as well. And this one is on top of my Expectation List. I loved the books very much and am always excited to see the translation on screen.

There are probably a lot more, but I will update them later, when I remember them.

Favorite Twilight Quotes

Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me.

Look after my heart, i’ve left it with you

I was like a lost moon — my planet destroyed in some cataclysmic, disaster – movie scenario of desolation — that continued, nevertheless, to circle in a tight little orbit around the empty space left behind, ignoring the laws of gravity.

Forbidden to remember,
terrified to forget.
It was a hard line to walk.

~~~ “Before you my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars-points of light and reason. And then you shot across the sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.” ~~~

You’re not asleep, and you’re not dead. I’m here, and I love you. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away. When I told you that I didn’t want you, it was the very blackest kind of blasphemy.

to be continued

Beds

Just about beds and how people and myself in contrary think about it.

Just last night I had a friend over. She is one of those people who only lie in bed for sleeping. I think thats all wrong!! There are so many awesome things you can do while lying in it. Reading with a cosy night light on. Watching TV in the most comfi positions. Talking on the phone. Listening to music. Drawing. Writing something. So many things are possible, which she never uses. She just turns the light off and waits for sleep to come, even if it takes a little. She also can’t sleep with noise or light around her, which annoys me as well. I just don’t get it. I love my bed in all its facets, it is one of my favorite places to be.

Happy New Year

Another year has passed. sometimes i wonder how quickly the world passes by. Few days feel like weeks, weeks like years and years like an eternity. But now, it has passed and feels like a day only away from the last new years eve.

What happened last year? I mean there must have happened so many things, because every day holds so much in store for you. O for myself passed all my tests for college and started which made me feel like the queen of the world. It was one of my worst fears not to be able to sign up for my final examination but then I was able to. I thought nothing could be more awesome than that. Then I started a new class, which supposedly prepares me for the big exams. It takes one year and started in february, so it ends in only two months. Again I can`t believe how fast the time passes. I worked so much in this year, learned so much stuff, of which I don`t know a lot anymore now.

I fell a little on love once, but had to recognize fast that it wasn`t the true thing, not the eternal, powerful love. Now again I know that I am used to being single, used to being with myself only and not bonded to another person like this. And that I feel very comfortable with it. Always hearing about the problems of my friends with their partners, makes me feel sure about that as well. I am happy that way, being free, independent. Being able to plan the day I want it to be, making choices for myself, without taking in another person. Not having another responsibility, like calling him before going to sleep, meeting with him even though I am so tired from studying. Also being free of fighting with him about little things, or him being jealous b/c I met with another guy friend, which I like to do.  I like to be with only myself and taking care of my needs, not talked into by other persons. I love my friends, they give me happiness and peace. I could not live without them. But I am happy of not being in a relationship right now.

I also love my family. They are the most important thing in my life. I don`t know, what I would do, if they didn’t exist. This year had so many moments, where I dependent on them and I am not sure if I can ever return those helpful hands and open ears, which always had time to listen to my little problems. Blood is thicker than water – it really fits, they will always be by my side and I am so grateful for that.

So many awesome films entered the movies this year. Taken was an awesome one, I loved to watch it and held my breath for most of the time. 2012 was another big picture. I really want to buy it on dvd and watch it over and over. Twilight AND New Moon both came out as well, which I adore to that last second – ok, not the last second in New Moon (it sucked big time), but I still love them. Harry Potter was another one I expected to be very good, but got a little disappointed. I try to see the good things though more, so it was a nice movie. I don’t even remember another amazing one, although I did see a lot more… Sad.

The year has passed and I don’t know a lot to say about it. Maybe if I take track of time more on this blog, sharing my thoughts like a diary, I will remember a lot more to say next year. More positive things and just a lot more things at all. Because 365 days are so much and everyday hold another thing for you in store and chances to catch. Every closed door opens another one and life in general is unpredictable. Every day is another little present and really should be taken like its the last. We just never understand that or act like that until it’s too late. And I am no different, but can’t do anything about it – but I will try. Just for myself and making me happy and the world around me.

Love, Mara